MINE



their standards
injected into my marrow
extraction painfully slow
overly bendable joints
once used to
ASTONISH
ENTERTAIN
led to a life of
frustration
cautious of the
cycle of pain
limitations set by
wet meat
charged for movement
by electricity
tingling and crawling
every joint
every muscle
invading my bones
clothes usually so safe
comfortable
loved
dragging me to the ground
enhancing every awful sensation
of a flesh prison
never requested
once never given a second thought
taught to judge
taught to inspect
taught to hate
yet…
in spite of their poison
every change has been
Mine
cutting hair
dying clothes
painting ink beneath my skin
Sterilization
Desperate for a
Chance
to be Me
wishing since i was
Sixteen
(penning this at thirty-six)
to flatten the chest
throw away the excess
live without this
hindrance
must be bliss...
finding joy in movement
varied
along the illusion of
linear time
learning how to
Read
Coax
Trust
my next step
my next act
to inhabit the body that is
MINE
to reduce the
rage
anxiety
stress
despondence
to free myself from this
blood soaked prison
the womb i once thought
i wanted,
to use,
told so and
accepted
endlessly stabbing
breath stealing
strength sapping
ANGUISH
Removed
Cut out
No more
the uterus
Evicted
Gone
Goodbye
closer to Me
to a body for Me
fuck all who say otherwise
KP Junberry
Written 02.15.2026
Death of uterus 02.27.2026